Thursday, 7 August 2008
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Stressed
Yep.. I'm stressed. I can't get ANYTHING into my head at the instant. >.< mock exams are like a week plus away and yet I just can't study! okay, so I am ATTEMPTING to study, but nothing can get into my head!!! I'm going out of my mind!!! Arrggghhhhhhh!!!!! I feel like I'm gonna die anytime soon, but then again, Dante from MS told me not to stress so much. He told me to relax a bit, then maybe the mental block will go away.
I'm literally freaking out and panicking now. I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die!!! Ahhhh!!!! NoooO!!!!
Oh man......... if only I know what to do about this.
Bad enough that I'm already banned from the computer... but I get my time sneaking on in the middle of the night, at the cost of sleep, of course. And my phone has internet (at the price of MONEY!! $$). And yeah. The best? Use it in college. I get to come home late though... XD
So, the time now is 5:02pm on a Thrusday evening and it's raining outside. Don't mind getting caught in the rain, though not like this afternoon where I was totally drenched. I'm like a wet cat when in the rain for some reason. It's like getting my hair totally wet, and it's a bother because it's cold in class. Meeooowww... I'ma cat that hates the rain, lol. ^^
nah, I actually like the rain. just don't like getting drenched on a college day. XDXDXD
Listening to: Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven. >.> Don't know why. It's a stress relief.
I miss chu, DANTE!!!!!! *wails* I miss the bantering between us!!! I miss the little fights and the little talks we both have... okay, so maybe it's my fault I got into the mess, but.. nah.. hold on a minute. Maybe it's mine, maybe it's yours, we won't know, eh?
okay, that's all for today... at least. I'm heading home....
Jade out. ^^
Still trying to transmute gold on 16:57
