Well.... Kel's decided to end it all. It was really hard to take at first, me loving him and all... but... I guess life has to move on. It's killing me to turn and leave him, walking away from all the memories I had, but it has to happen, for his sake and for my sake.
But I can't deny the fact that it hurts. It really hurts.
Somehow, I feel that what I'm doing is a mistake, and that I'll never find someone as sincere and as loving as him... but if it's what he wants, then so be it. I'll find someone else to piece me back together again one day...
Or never at all.
I might just decide to live with a broken heart. Go through life being broken inside. Because I can never find someone like him. I don't know... I just feel hurt. I feel like.... I'm a mirror and he's thrown me away, and I've shattered into a reflection of what I used to be.
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry
