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Well.... Kel's decided to end it all. It was really hard to take at first, me loving him and all... but... I guess life has to move on. It's killing me to turn and leave him, walking away from all the memories I had, but it has to happen, for his sake and for my sake.
But I can't deny the fact that it hurts. It really hurts.
Somehow, I feel that what I'm doing is a mistake, and that I'll never find someone as sincere and as loving as him... but if it's what he wants, then so be it. I'll find someone else to piece me back together again one day...
Or never at all.
I might just decide to live with a broken heart. Go through life being broken inside. Because I can never find someone like him. I don't know... I just feel hurt. I feel like.... I'm a mirror and he's thrown me away, and I've shattered into a reflection of what I used to be.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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I wanna dye my hair in highlights of crimson red...
Nuff said...
xD
~Rukia~
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Wah, Saturday night damn nice, man... Okla, went with Keasha to her aunt's cafe, the Red Oven cafe. Fuh, the food there nice to eat. Price oso quite reasonable la. When I walked in I was like "..O.O... Thay have a boutique!" Then I turned and omg, I saw... "Shui Yee...." So I just went -_- and kept quiet, hehehe... But that didn't stop me from asking Keasha lots of questions about her.... xD Junior what... of course I'll be asking questions...
Must get more MGS girls to come.... =D Mebbe I'll tell Gladys to have a party there one day...
Haizz, but what I want to do is bring my boifren laa... There's this cosy little corner for two ppl, with cushions and all, next to the boutique. Quite romantic, leehhh.. (Sucker for romance, hahaha) so if I can't face him, then I can turn and look at the clothes instead (and pretend to be interested in them while letting my 'Honey' admire the side of my face. xD
So fast December liao.... I must really make up my mind la... I hate Form 6 and that's a fact. But the only way out is to go college... and do law. Not what I want to do, but my parents are forcing me to do. Nvmla! Work hard, study hard and support my husband and kids.
Siao meh? I haven't even married yet la, hihi... But I don't mind marry young la.... As long as first child by 25 (as Gladys plan ady), ok lo!
YDP coming ady!! But then right, I won't be home for Christmas... means I'll be spending Christmas in camp. ^^ How sweet... at least there'll be a Gala Dinner!! But then again... I feel bad for my MySpace friends... they're probably expecting me on to celebrate Christmas with me...
Chanel makeover tomorrow! Yesssshhhhhh!!!! I looove makeovers!!!
And I love Jay Manuel too.. He's absolutely HAWT!!!!!!!!
KK la....... dunno what to write ady... nothing else to write, lolz.... got once I kena caught dancing, ahaha... so embarrasing.. pai seh.... better don't dance liao.....
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